Meaning of My Life

Back from the most meaningful trip of my life, ever. I'll talk about it with ya but i won't write it out for the general public....there was just too much that happened. And it was all in a matter of 6 weeks! God is amazing. His love is beyond our understanding, but that doesn't stop Him from pouring it out. I saw His love and wisdom in action, and what's more, He allowed me to take part in it!...man. How great is our GOD!!!

There's so much to be done here, but there's definitely more to be done there....God, will you use me to the fullest? It is at your service where I am fulfilled. Not satisfying my own wants, but letting you satisfy me. You gave me your utmost. I must give my utmost back.

I looked back into my blogs, not wanting to believe what people have told me about them. Few of my friends have read this and said it was good... i still don't understand, but as i read my entries again, i was touched at how...uhh...i guess...at the fact that i'm still alive! There was soooo much guilt and shame and torturous darkness. Where did that perseverance come from? where did that hope come from? Now i know...hahaha....(that was a laugh of content) that it was really the Spirit of God. And maybe it's that Spirit that blesses others when they read about how loving the Lord is!...and so i'll believe you guys for now. =P